I never liked routine. I disliked it so much, I started running away from it. I was always changing, always moving.
Leaving became my routine, and I loved it. I got used to disappearing whenever I felt sick and tired of something, somewhere... someone. I used to think "well, you can't be missed if you're always there".
Maybe I liked being missed. But what I liked the most was there was nothing I would really miss once I left. It didn't really make a difference.
But then you came along, and I miss you every single second you're away. I fear losing you every passing day. And I want you more than I would ever be able to say.
And it's the first time I feel this much about someone, and I want so badly for you to feel the same way.
Because I love you.
Because you make me want to stay.
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